
Texty
Unleash the Butterflies
Time to breath, to end the lies
Time to unleash the butterflies
Deep inside my soul hurts
Locked in the cage all the colored wings are
Deep inside my freedom calls for a help
And demands view of stars
Untie me, can't breath poisonous air
Save me from this dark!
Monochrome tune ends now
Enough of black, let the colors spark
Don't be afraid
Fly with me
To a place where wishes await
And dreamers are free
Into small butterflies change your tears
Black painted, cursed and taintedIs
it myself and do I have to take it?
Deep inside some beauty is sealing all the scars
And refusing to fake it anymore
No more
No agony
No desperate tries
Defeated by colors
My misery dies
Don't be afraid
Fly with me
To a place where wishes await
And dreamers are free
Into small butterflies change your tears now


Mechanical Ballerina
Inside a dance hall
Blue eyes of a little girl dreaming
Dreaming of snow-white swans
But white swans passed by
With childhood and unplayed games
Just my pink point shoes stayed full of thorns
Tear away my wings
With a clockwork engine replace my soul
Plastic queen
I am a perfect machine
Inside the dance hall
There are locked the little girl's memories
Memories and hole to stare
Pouring my sweat and blood on stage
Where others see beauty
For me emptiness, so come and...
Tear away my wings
With a clockwork engine replace my soul
Princess of playthings
A perfect toy
Construct an angel
Illusion too much picturesque
Deform my mind into a correct arabesque
Tear away my wings
With a clockwork engine replace my soul
Princess of playthings
A perfect...
Tear away my wings
With a clockwork engine replace my soul
Plastic queen
I am a perfect machine
Shattered memories
Please don't blame me, it's all locked in my head
There's nothing I can tell you
He just lied there silent, cold and dead
Thought he's asleep, please believe me
There is no one on my side
Please free me, won't you see my tears?
What they say cannot be right
I'm lost in shattered memories
If I loved him? Well we've surely got our thing
We spent a lot of time together
No of course not, I can't recall where I had been
Why was his blood around me
There is no one on my side
Please free me, won't you see my tears?
What they say cannot be right
I'm lost in shattered memories
Someone hear me, please just free my hands
I swear I'm not crazy
Broken pieces of my mind
All those pictures I can't find
Save me!
Save me!
Save me!
There is no one on my side
Please free me, won't you see my tears?
What they say cannot be right
I'm lost in shattered memories


Shadow's Love
If I could breathe
Had a tongue
I would surely tell you
Of all secret feelings
About the things I cannot do
By the dawn ashamed
I hide away
Escape glow of your eyes
Leaving my love
With the drops of morning dew vaporize
REF:
All the day I hate Earth for turning
All the night I long for your burning
You’re the Sun and hurting me is your duty
I will just always dream of your beauty
On the streets my longing
In the dust
Behind walls you can't sear
Gently wiped by caress of the wind
And disappear
Forever divided
Never see
But still touching your light
No effort, no trying
There's just nothing I can fight
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"Crawling on the ground and hiding
Oh, how I wish for hope, yet not finding
High in the skies a twig carried by dove
But not for me, not for shadow’s love"
REF
Run Kitty Run
Searching, feeling
Looking for you
Your breath freezing
No place to hide
REF:
Run away and pray
They know your cover
Hear your beating heart
Don't close your eyes
Before the setting sun
They know your cover
Hear your beating heart
Your time is gone
So run kitty, run, run
Stand by, listen
Do you hear them?
Yes you're not wrong
They are here
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Take a stand, there's no fight, it's your end
Like a fool you can hope, but they come
Take a stand, there's no fight, it's your end
There's no chance, you have lost, you are done
Run kitty, run, run


Deir-ez Zor
Along the road just dried stones and dust
To feed the starving-out crowd
In front of bayonets we marched
Question of "Why?" unspoken loud
No one remembers elegy of our lost scream
No repentance to last
In the city of Deir ez-Zor we dream
Ghosts of nightmarish past
Leaving the dying behind we tried
To find our denied serenity
Along the road just shallow trenches
Filled with our rotting dignity
No one remembers elegy of our lost scream
No repentance to last
In the city of Deir ez-Zor we dream
Ghosts of nightmarish past
End of the tunnel
There was a light
Enough for all
Fire
No one remembers elegy of our lost scream
No repentance to last
In the city of Deir ez-Zor we dream
Ghosts of nightmarish past
Across the Void
Exiled and cast away I'm sitting on the shore
Of my mind and wonder
When did this emptiness devour my emotions
When did it pull me under
REF:
You will have to run under falling skies
You will have to break through the boundaries of dark lies
Through the waves of uncharted seas
You will have to find it and say it loud
You will have to succeed where others just tried out
There's a way across the void
Now I have to find a piece of light
And learn to see
I have to fight my way out
Across the void
Rise at least one memory
Rise and remind how to feel
Alone inhaling vacuum, feeding delusions
Breeding ash in my heart
All my tears and all smiles buried underneath
Debris of life torn apart
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I have to find a piece of light
And learn to see
I have to fight my way out
Across the void
Like embers in cold rain
Like phoenix born again
Uncertain, yet I will fight
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I have to find a piece of light
And learn to see
I have to fight my way out
Across the void


And There Where Angels
"For honor" they used to say
"For country, for the God"
Far away some nameless soil
Is soaking in my blood
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...And there were angels guiding me
Amazing beauty blinding my eyes
Rustling of white wings and scent of sea
Thousands of voices singing calm lullabies
"For honor" they used to say
I believed all their lies
So tired of being fool
I just want to close my eyes
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Blurry faces, demons in white
Pulling me down away from sunlight
They don't understand
Like a piece of metal scrap
Again recycling me to this nightmare
Why can't you just let me die!
...And there were angels guiding me
Amazing beauty blinding my eyes
Rustling of white wings and scent of sea
Thousands of voices wishing me goodbye
Voices wishing goodbye
Thousand voices
For now they say goodbye
Heavenhell
Find it
Hidden in my deeds
Tones which don't fit
Secrets between the beats
Find out
Horrors born in my mind
Where even I'm in doubt
If some sanity was left behind
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But when you smile
Just a while
My heart warms
I'm out of fears
And wish for more tears
More time to live, things to give
More smiles and butterflies
Shapes the most beautiful
This place where we dwell
Heavenhell
Find more
Nuances between hurt and grace
See all the gore
In my life and numbness that I embrace
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Drowned and lost in this chaos
In queer delight
Crossfade of darkness and light
Death, joy, life, hate, grief, hope, love
This cocktail is tough
But I'll never get drunk enough
More tears
More time to live, things to give
More smiles and butterflies
Shapes the most beautiful
This place where we dwell
Heavenhell


Have to Go
Once he was someone else
Some other day
Now this fucking illness
Degrades him away
Yellow, empty are his eyes
End is near it seams
Cramps of pain are bursting
Through his morphine dreams
This battle can't be won
Nobody's hand can reach him
He's alone
Far away behind curtain of drugs and pain
He fights his nightmares
Late is for the words, so keep voice low
Soon he will have to go
Struggling for another breath
Colder is his sweat
He is gonna die
You can't change that
Like a falling glass
Like your tears with sleep
He will pass
Far away behind curtain of drugs and pain
He fights his nightmares
Late is for the words, so keep voice low
Soon he will have to go
Soon he will have to go
Far away behind curtain of drugs and pain
He fights his nightmares
Late is for the words, so keep voice low
Soon he will have to go